Sunday, August 20, 2017

Move Back.... for good?

After a lengthy sweet talk, the verdict was projected on the screen. All eyes were fixed onto the table, desperately searching for our own names and the final verdict. Dr. YAP RC – KP DALAT. My heart sank. That night I cried as I skyped my parents. They were greatly displeasure, trying to make me understand how I was being bullied. I went to work the next day with puffy eyelids and most of the staffs just tried to ignore talking about my new placement for fear they might turn on my lacrimal glands. That weekend I cried my heart out while my housemate wasn’t around. I felt much better after that.
 
The Final Verdict

The following week I went to Sri Aman to present our innovation project. I didn’t really have the heart to do a good job because I was still mad at my placement. As I see all the big bosses laughing and eating away, enjoying the “get-away” from work, I couldn’t help to feel betray. I wore a mask like face throughout the few days there and did not felt a little sense of achievement after getting a consolation prize for the project. Ultimately, I felt unappreciated and this place is not worth my time nor skills.
 
So what if you are a good student? 


That weekend, my parents flew in to accompany me to explore the new work place. It wasn’t easy to get to Dalat from Sarikei. The 4 hours’ drive was a challenge for my 57 years old father whom refused to allow me to take the wheels. That is my father’s love for his beloved daughter and I felt extremely guilty at that point for choosing to work in this state.  The first place we dropped by in Mukah was the airport and then the bus station. It came upon me that it won’t be easy to rely on public transportation to get out of this place as compare to Sarikei. I felt locked in. We head over to Dalat after a simple lunch and stayed over at the one and only inn in Dalat. The inn didn’t even have a valid contact number online and I have to rely on my future boss to book a room for me.  As we went around, I noticed that there is no Shell nor Petronas petrol station. Tuck in a corner of the small town only exist a small rundown unbranded petrol station which didn’t really seems welcoming. It’s just like the scene of a deserted cowboy town. I settled to stay in the quarters as there is hardly anywhere for rent. My mother bought me entire new furniture as the existing ones were eaten up by wood-boring beetles. We spent the next morning cleaning up the room before rushing back to Sarikei. We reached Sarikei just in time before the loyal taxi uncle, Mr. Yung came by to send my parents to Sibu airport that evening. As my parents hop on the taxi, the feeling of homesickness kicked in. I shed a tear or two that night, trying to comprehend the entire situation and how should I respond and move forward from here on. I did some research on the possible route to go home and came to a conclusion it would cost me 2 annual leaves to travel to and fro and minimum RM650 just for air tickets. I was dumbfounded.

Parents to my rescue

Mukah's Airport

Sleepy Dalat Town on a Saturday afternoon 

The last week in Sarikei was full of goodbyes and farewell meals. I was reluctant to leave the place that I grow to love over the past one year. I realized I took for granted many beautiful relationships I made with the people there and all the conveniences that town got to offer. I miss everything of Sarikei.
 
The View of Sarikei from Above
(Photo courtesy of: Izham) 

It’s been a week since I move to my new work place. I am upset about this placement, feels like I been banished into the rural area to completely tamed down my future ambitions. It's as if I’m playing Jonah runaway to Tarshish; I choosing to work in Sarawak, and now am trap in the stomach of the big fish; Dalat. It is not a place to grow your skills but conformed to become a chronic government dental officer. It feels like being on an exile. Many told me to be optimistic, learn to accept and follow the pace of life here but I don’t think that will do me any good, not especially I’m burning with full desire to further into PG training. What more when my new DDO rejected my transfer letter and ask me try again next year. It is a mockery to my passions and goals. I can’t help to feel angry and wanting to blame on something or somebody at this point of time.  

KP Dalat's new chair. Guess what time the chair was raise. 

Day 2 already started school project and to my surprise the same chair as my previous surgery in Sarikei! 


Maybe it’s time to leave for the better. Maybe it’s is time I go to Nineveh. Maybe God place me in this desperate situation to make a decision. Maybe….  
 
Beloved staff of KP Sarikei with one last dab together


Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7


Ps: I wrote this emotional account just for my personal record. I don’t crave for anyone’s sympathy neither any criticism against me are welcome. I’m just being human here. 

I miss these people!
(Photo courtesy of: Aileen)

Sunday, June 18, 2017

4 days Comprehensive Periodontics Course & 14th MAAD Scientific Conference and Workshop

The past two months I have been flying back to KL frequently for courses, workshop and conferences. In my opinion, continue professional development is very important as a dental professional to keep up with the evolving knowledge and skills in dentistry. As a junior dentist, I find this is a good means to fill up the knowledge gap holes and improve my clinical skills beyond the trainings I received back in dental school. I believe the initial clinical years are the building blocks to become a successful holistic dental surgeon and this will involve a lot of self-initiative knowledge seeking and skills upgrading. This blog post will be a summary of what I have pick up during those meetings that I have joined. Hopefully it will be beneficial to others.

(Warning: It's going to be a long post! )

I learned that goats have fused posterior teeth and only have lower anteriors


Ever since working on my first endo molar case in primary care, I find myself lacking in periodontics surgical skills and management. My undergrad perio logbook was full with hands scaling, ultrasonic scaling and root planning quotas but I was only required to complete only one perio surgical case. I had a hard time finding for a patient to agree on a perio surgery. In the end, my chair neighbor from across ‘shared’ her patient with me and my chair mate. Under the constant guidance of my perio HOD, we completed the flap surgery. I did not develop enough concern for periodontics at that time and never gave a thought to explore more into periodontal surgeries up until that endo molar case.

That molar came to me after it have repetitive episodes of abscess and I saw it when the abscess had obliterated the buccal sulcus. The tooth was Grade 2 mobile and have a slightly extensive disto occlusal caries. Interestingly, this patient did not have a second molar and the patient wanted to keep that tooth. After all my investigations, this was truly what we have read in textbooks: Primary endo secondary perio lesion. Although I should have been more worried about the C- shaped canal configuration but instead I felt helpless to handle the perio component of the tooth. All I could offer at the moment was just supragingival scaling and root planning to treat the perio lesion. It was then I felt to need to seek guidance and training in a comprehensive periodontic management and its surgical skills. Thank God, my junior Esther shared a facebook post on the periodontic course and after much considerations, I enrolled myself for it. One thing I should point out about working in Borneo is that it is quite a hassle to join courses or workshop in KL as extra travelling time and transportation expenses are involved and these two factors can be quite demotivating.


With Dr Sowmya <3
The course coordinator was Dr Sowmya who happens to be my periodontics lecturer back in UG days. It was a four days course which was conducted on two weekends. I literally flew back to Sarawak to work for 3 days and then flew back to KL to finished up the second half of the course. Having say that, I was thankful to have attended it. The course touched on many aspects of managing periodontal lesions and clinical tips on perio surgical skills. I love how the course was designed in a way that it gradually acclimatized us from simple suturing techniques to more advance regenerative surgeries and palatal graft harvesting. 

First step: Placing proper sutures

Sutures should run on the middle of the base of the interdental papilla. 

Apically repositioned flap

The bone graft that we 'played' with

Regenerative Osseous Surgery checked!

Harvesting the Palatal Free Gingival Autograft

Here is a summary of the concepts I have grasp from the course:

1.       Most periodontal disease are painless and therefore pt only take concern when something significant happen to their teeth (change of color, arrangement, mobility). Clinicians on the other hand don’t pay much attention because they are unsure how to manage this multifactorial disease.

2.       Stress is one of the factor that can bring about the disease progression (besides systemic, genetic, environmental and social factors) and hence if you come to know that your pt is stressed out, it would be good to point out to them that destressing will improve the overall outcome of the treatment.

3.       The fixed property of the attached gingiva is important not only for toothbrush placement as well as preventing food packing into the sulcus which in its absence is surrounded by freely movable marginal gingival. This doesn’t means if the pt doesn’t have attached gingival we need to advice vestibuloplasty as they might still be able to maintain good hygiene.

4.       Smokers are likely to complain that they experience bleeding gums after your periodontal therapy as the gingival that was once clogged with cigarette byproduct leading to vasoconstriction is now undergoing repair and vasodilates. Its best to foreworn the pt that bleeding indicate the gingival is coming back to health.

5.       It is usual that the interdental papilla gets inflamed first because food impactions commonly starts at the contact point. This may progress to produce unaesthetic black triangle.  A symptom of food impaction is that the pt will claim that the teeth feels better when they bite down.

6.       Crown lengthening procedure ≠ Gingivectomy. Crown lengthening procedure can either be gingivectomy OR a simple osteotomy and choosing between the two depends on the tooth biological width.

7.       Pt who have a pacemaker, make note of the type of pacemaker they have. If it’s non-shielded type, it’s a no no to use ultrasonic scaler.

8.       The duration of the flap surgery is crucial as the longer time it takes, the more bone resorption and remodeling will occur. Try maintaining less than an hour per quadrant.

9.       Best irrigating solution during the surgery is isotonic saline as it produces the best post-op tissue healing. Chlorhexidine if used is taken up by the cells through osmosis and since is not isotonic, the cells tends to burst and apoptosis occur, slowing down the healing process.

10.   It’s important to tissue condition (scaling, root planning and splinting for mobile teeth) before a flap surgery to decrease the inflammation of the gingival and achieve a firmer tissue to be incise. The pocket depth of 6mm might decrease to 4mm after tissue conditioning but it is not consider to heal completely as there is still unhealthy granulation tissue present within that can continue to cause bone loss and hence flap surgery is still necessary.

11.   Never place your vertical incision over the root surface of the tooth as the bone over the root is thinner than interdentally and more bone resorption might occur during healing leading to fenestration.

12.   Split thickness flap is only used if the pt have thick gingiva biotype.

13.   You may only probe around the tooth after 1 month of the flap surgery as this might disturb the healing process and the passive attachment of the long junctional epithelium.

14.   Always try to coronally advanced the flap as the flap tends to shrink during the healing process.

15.   Do not offer regenerative osseous surgery in horizontal bone loss case as there is no place that you can pack your bone graft. You may only do a flap surgery for debridement to preserve the existing precious bone levels. Therefore, it is necessary to take a pre-op radiograph to assess the type of bone loss before proceeding with treatment planning

16.   Accurate assessment of angular bone loss can be only done after you have raise the flap. (You may also map out the bone loss by performing transgingival probing or also known as bone sounding under LA.) You should inform pt pre-op that you will raise the flap, debride the area and then assess how many walls are remaining. Let the pt know that there might be chance that you might be able to place the bone graft and how much that will cost.

17.   The best graft is the autogenous graft as they have osteogenesis, osteoinduction as well as osteoconduction properties. This is follow by the allografts and then the xenograft. The xenograft gives good osteoconduction and little osteoinduction properties. The alloplasts (which are synthetic graft made of porous hydroxyapatite crystals) only acts as fillers at the defect site and have no regenerative properties.

18.   Support and stability of the graft placed is obtained by placing a membrane over the graft to prevent gingiva contact with the bone, allowing time for the pleuripotent PDL cells to generate into fibroblasts, cementoblasts and osteoblasts, avoiding epithelium to fill the defect and form the long junctional epithelium. This is why the procedure is named as Guided Tissue Regeneration.

19.   The membrane places should never have sharp edges and should extend to all sides of the graft. The membrane placed should never be folded and must be laying over the graft in a single sheet.

20.   It is important to achieve a tension free closure so that the membrane stays in place. Tension flap will cause the membrane to stick out of the flap margins after 1 day post op.

As a whole, the course was very organized and enjoyable. It was definitely nice to execute the techniques learned on the goat jaws directly after the theory lectures with the guidance of Dr Sowmya herself. Since it was a small group, everyone got to interact with each other and we all had a great time learning together.
 
Smelling mutton fumes together

Proudly completed the course!


Few weeks following that, I also signed up for the MAAD 14th Scientific Conference and Workshop. The workshop coordinator was Prof Dr Subir Banerji from King’s College London who dealt on the subject of minimally invasive anterior aesthetic restorations. It was a full day hands on learning about direct composite veneers and cutting predictable anterior ceramic veneers held in FOD UiTM Sg Buloh. Prof Subir started the day having us to download an app in order we can participate in the polls which he had prepared. The app also allowed us to post our doubts and questions in the middle of his presentation which I thought was quite clever and considerate for those who are shy to speak out. Besides that, he did bring to light a new concept of Reflective Axial Tooth Movement or also known as the Dahl phenomena which stirred the floor that day.

Convincing us to downloading the app (Photo taken from MAAD FB Page)

Direct composite veneer learning set!

TIP! Shape the composite on the pad first before placing it on the tooth

Finished product!

The following are what I have picked up from the workshop:
1.       Esthetic value of your restoration is determined by shade, surface morphology or contour, the material characteristics, the ability to mask discolorations and usage of tints.

2.       Shade selection shouldn’t rely on existing shade guide. Instead, select the shade by placing composite on the unetched tooth surface to verify the correct shade.

3.       Try to minimize the habit of building bulky composite restoration and burring it down after you have cure it. This can destroy all the surface characteristics and cause more time to finish and polish the restoration. Instead, build and shape the composite restoration to the desired final appearance before curing.

4.       Morphology like indentations and line angles affect the reflection of lights off your restoration which help it to appear more natural looking. Flat surface is very unaesthetic.

5.       Remember achieving the perfect smile is NOT for everyone. Some pt just want improvement of their smile.

6.       Anything besides your natural tooth have a shelf life. The natural tooth is the best bet for longevity. Usually if a crown or veneer is placed after much tooth structure is cut down, the tooth itself tends to fail. If something is healthy, leave it be.

7.       Esthetic is not static but dynamic. There is always physiologic wear and tear and the natural tooth color changes with age. Placing a single anterior ceramic veneer with the adjacent 5 natural anteriors can over time turn unaesthetic as the natural teeth color will change as the pt ages and the ceramic veneer remains the same.

8.       2 things that are predictable in dentistry are osteointergration and enamel bonding on clean enamel. To clean the enamel before etching, you can air abrade it with 14 micrometer particles or clean using pumice slurry with bristle brush. Enamel bonding is say to have failed if stains is seen along the edge of the composite during review visit. 

9.       Etching, washing and bonding timings are very important and should be strictly followed for proper bonding to occur.

10.   Post op sensitivity is usually due to unsettle bonding agent in the depth of the cavity.

11.   When shaping and contouring the composite restoration, try to use short gentle taps with your instrument on the composite to prevent the composite from sticking onto your instrument.

12.   When shaping the composite, analyze your restoration in all 3 dimensions.

13.   If you are using a paintbrush to help shaping your restoration, use it dry without dipping it into bonding agent as the bonding agent have low strength and can chip off easily leaving rooms for staining to occur.

14.   For diastema closure, the teeth usually end up looking longer. To help the pt picture this, diagnostic wax up as well as provisional intraoral build up should be done before planning the final restoration.

Overall the workshop has been quite educational and enjoyable for me. I got to bring home the Shofu products we used during the workshop.

Ceramic Veneer Learning Set

Playing with the provisional crown material! Haven't touch that since I graduated. (Photo taken from MAAD FB Page) 

And that's a wrap! (Photo taken from MAAD FB Page)


I also attended the conference held in Intercontinental Hotel KL the next day. As there were some road closure in KL due to the Standard Charter Marathon, my friend Shirley and I had to take an hour LRT journey to the venue. There were still many vacant seats in the spacious dark hall as the talk by Prof Subir started. The low turnout rates this year might be due to the fact most junior dentists that made out the crowd last year had been absorbed into the workforce and are posted throughout the country. Once again Prof Subir got the floor to answer his polls through the same app and he gave his presentation on Aesthetic Dentistry – The Challenges. From his polls, almost everyone agreed that there is an increase demand for aesthetic treatment outcomes from patients these days. He did point out that the concept of esthetic and beauty are intimately related and vary within and between different cultures, ethnic and age groups. We should carefully asses the patient expectations and careful not to imposed our own interpretations of a perfect smile. Besides that, he once again highlighted that minimally invasion in healthy tooth structure would give us the best long-term predictability of the tooth.
 
Had to take a photo with the big board

From Dr Subir's slides 


The second speaker for the day was Dr Fidaus Hariri who presented about 10 clinical cases of cranio-maxillofacial surgery done in pts with facial defects. It was quite humbling to see his work and also reminded how blessed I am. Following lunch, Dr Ronnie Yap brought us through his presentation of Marketing Aesthetic Dentistry in your Practice: Increasing Clinical Acceptance. He highlighted branding is subconscious with his witty slide of a plain blue shirt with a printed Nike logo and the same shirt without the logo. 

How much are you willing to pay for that shirt on the right? 

He shared many tips on marketing your private dental practice, how everything you post on social media impacts your personal branding and how the minor human touch like giving them headphones with soothing music during the dental treatment can change your patient perception of you. He also shared his experience in tackling pts with common replies like “I need to think about it”, “I need to check with my mother/husband” and “Dr, I trust you to decide best for me” as well as communicating with clinical failure cases. It was a lesson of how to be street smart with your patients and I really did gain a lot from his talk. I was quite dishearten that he did not have enough time to finish up his entire presentation. Hopefully the organizers would invite him again in the future.

The day ended with lucky draws and I won Dr Subir’s book ‘Practical Procedures In Aesthetic Dentistry’!
 
Yes! Autograph from the author himself. (Photo courtesy of Bryan)


That’s all for now. Hope you have benefited from this post. 

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Kapit, MES Conference, and Updates of My Life in Sarikei

Finally got my ID card!
This is my first post in 2017 and quarter of the year has gone by. I still have intentions to continue blogging but just that I have busy with work and hardly have the mood to write. One of my friend asked me if my blog is already dead and that spurred me to finish up this draft that’s been sitting on my desktop for months. So, this is an update on my life.



Somewhere in October, my parents came over for a visit. We did a day trip to Kapit, a town that is only accessible by boat up the mighty Sg. Rajang. The boat ride took 3 hours and Jewel, the nyonya was waiting for us by the jetty when we arrived. I was attracted to the mural painting of Orang Utans brushing their teeth just across the jetty. We only managed to spent a couple of hours roaming the small busy town before catching our return boat ride back to Sibu. The boat services start daily from 5:45 am till 3:30pm if I remembered correctly. They only operate when there is daylight to avoid stirring the boat into logs floating in the river. The biggest attraction Kapit got to offer is their huge busy central market. Many villagers from the interior come and sell their goods in the market and therefore you can get a huge variety of things from there especially exotic animal meat and wild fruits or vegetables. As they say you reap what you sow, you eat what you catch. I saw fresh water fishes in bright yellow, civet cat, wild boar head three time the size of my head. I think you will need a pretty big pot to cook that head! On the contrary, the Chinese community there are mostly Hokkiens and not Foo Chow like in Sibu or Sarikei. Before heading back to Sibu, we stumbled upon an old vintage Tukang Gigi shop. He was out that day and we only managed to speak with his daughter in law who operates the other half of the shop selling stationary. She told us he is currently in his eighties and still making dentures for occasional customers who seek for his service. I wanted to get to know him, know his stories, how he shipped that heavy cast iron dental chair to Kapit and maybe in the future I can buy over his vintage dental posters once he retires for good.


1st class seats with powerful aircon blasting at us for 3 hours. They were screening Tarzan on the TV. 

Crossing the speedboats carefully or else into Sg. Rajang I go

My favourite mural painting

Roasted Civet Cat anyone?

Small and compact town


Getting your haircut done beneath the staircase is an in thing okay! 

The Tukang Gigi Shop

Sam in Kapit too

Kapit's Busy Jetty

Last November I joined the Malaysian Endodontic Society Annual Conference for the second time! I was super excited the week before, looking forward to drench in some Endo lectures. I pulled along Phyllis, my fresh graduated junior to join me. There was noticeably less junior dentist this round compared to the year before.  Here are some highlights I picked up in the conference. 

From Dr. Jaruma Sakdee who concentrated on Dental Trauma from endo perspective: Don’t promise anything for trauma case! Keep calm and expect the unexpected. Every case will be unique. She also highlighted that genetics can play a role in the body response and prognosis. Far too often, patient will seek for some sort of guarantee from their clinicians but it’s crucial not to be overconfident. The ‘under promise, over deliver’ rule applies and we can at most cited the percentage found in evidence base and reassure the patient that you will try your best for their sake.

From Dr. Mike Gordan: He brought to light the expectation for the road ahead as a dental specialist, there will be more observation in clinical cases, you will begin to find out what work and what don’t work as day by day new material and instruments are being introduce in the market. He did stir my interest to find out more on CBCT artifacts and that sometimes we shouldn’t just blindly rely on technology for our diagnosis. As he pointed out using the Scintillating Grid Illusion, you can’t always believe what your eyes are telling you.


I also like this slide of his below which reveal the opinion of different discipline of dentist handling the case scenario presented.
What do you see from the radiograph? 


Dr Marino Sutedjo also presented on controversies in endo (ninja vs sumo access opening; disinfection vs. medication; endo as a focal infection causing illness?) with evidence based point of view to keep us intact and sound of why we are doing what we are doing in endo field.

Other concepts like Minimal Invasive Endodontics and 25.04 prep were relatively new approaches I took home with me from the conference lectures. I was also fortunate to join a quick 15 minutes hands-on using the Wave One Gold file and the GuttaCore on an acrylic block. I was also glad to pick up the composite polishing disc kit that I was looking for so long from the trade booth.
 
Met Dr Vikram. To the right, Phyllis.


December month had been pretty happening for me. I went to Kuching twice over the span of one week and took the Christmas week off for a family trip in Harbin China! My clinic organized a study tour to some of the dental clinics in Kuching and I tagged along.  For those who know me well know that I was really hoping to get a posting in Kuching but the Lord had other plans for me. I’m not going to complain but Sarikei has been pleasant so far. The Sarikeians are easygoing type of patients, fairly easier to handle than the demanding urbanites of the bigger cities. My patients are mostly Ibans and Foo Chow Chinese so I’m practically conversing daily in Malay and Mandarin. Sometimes I have to mix up my Malay with some Bahasa Sarawak or Iban to get an effective communication with my patient. This year I hope to travel and visit places towards the north of Sarawak: Mukah, Dalat, Bintulu and the Barrio Highlands.
 
Sg. Sarawak

Damai Beach with our not-sexy-back

Study tour at KP PetraJaya

Compulsory Photo with Santa Cat of Kuching though Phang and I were soaked in drizzling rainwater

Town mice talking photo with beautiful Christmas Tree infront of the Spring

I just like the store name


Sibu's Vintage Cinema
Entering the working world also brought much self-realization for me. From time to time, I find that I am lacking in this aspect and that skills, failing to be the ideal clinician I wish I am. I try to grow myself by reading up articles, to keep up the new techniques and materials in the world. It is like I’m chasing after a fast-moving bullet train, and am I limited by my time, finances and energy.  Currently I’m into my 4th week of Hospital Specialty Posting. The past 7 months in primer care I have been involved in providing basic dental treatment in the local government dental clinic as well as involved in school dental project for a month. 
My School Dental Clinic Setting

Treatment Needed 

Giving a talk at the school hall

Definitely, there are advantages and disadvantages of working in the government set up. Sometimes I feel frustrated and wasted; so many things could have been done than worrying over paperwork and statistical returns. There is unending emphasis over quantity over quality. As compared to my peers working at other parts of Sarawak, I do get leeway to perform many things that aren’t allow elsewhere (as a first-year dental officer) and I am grateful for that. Having said that, many a times I do get upset that I couldn’t provide a total holistic care for my patient. It might be due to time, lack of resources or manpower. I will still strive hard to provide the best for them within my capabilities. Also, I’ve been observing around me the manifestation of human natural and how sometimes it is your convenience that matter over patient’s well-being. Whatever happen to oral health awareness and prevention strategies. And being in that environment daily one can easily get influence and conform to that common practice if you don’t stand back and reflect daily.  
 
Rain clouds rolling over Sarikei Town 

And in come the flood


That’s all from me this time. Bu-bye~ 

Ps: Following a collection of farewells photos from the past few months. 

My permanent officers leaving for the pennisular

The last goodbye

Birthday celebration at our usual dinner place

Before heading home for Chinese New Year

Farewell to our senior FYDOs

PPS: Forgot to share that I passed my MJDF Part 1. Hip-hip-hooray!

Hopefully I will get similar result for Part 2. God willling~